If you have changed to what you are from what you were. It may be negative or positive but going back is way more difficult than you think cuz you have changed! It has taken so much time of yours, many repeated cycles is included in this. So, you can't just keep making changes. You have to hold a path to proceed and rest will be done automatically. Walking on specified path will get you there where you want to be but random paths can't do that for you. Changes were never easy and never will be. So don't just move, shift yourself from one point to another. Be obedient and consistent on your path and rest your fate will decide.
my perceptions are just the thoughts which inspires me and are meaningful to me